I've lost passion.
I dunno why, it's just... in the past I drew just so I could upload it on deviantart and add it to as many groups as possible. When I was a teen. Nowadays, I just don't want to draw. Heck, I don't even want to write, which is what I'm more passionate about. I get a drawing's/writers block incredibly easy. Drawings just take HOURS upon HOURS upon HOURS to even finish, and to be honest, I don't have the patience or drive to commit to it.
I'm not saying I'm not drawing, but that's when I do it for fun. I'm not using digital means to do it, I can just pick up my drawing book and sketch naturally. It may sound queer coming from a millenial, but I prefer to use things traditionally whenever I can. I prefer reading a physical copy of a book rather than on the web, I prefer writing lists in notebooks, and I like drawing that way as well. It's only writing I spend my time on a computer, because I write so fast by hand that it will hurt for the rest of the day.
Whenever I draw, it feels only rewarding and fun when I do it in a book rather than through Paint Tool Sai. And I do have a lot of drawings. If I could share them, I would, but I don't have a scanner. It's nothing special or anything, just some comics about LeeTen, Professor Layton, Osomatsu-san etc.
So yeah... I'm a bore, if it wasn't obvious already.
Have a great weekend!
Look.
Anyway, that's my excuse. Hit me back on what has been going on with you.
/Hugs Amie
Working
But on my freetime, I'm a bit "busy" too. I'm doing a South Park: Stick of Truth playthrough with the best gaming recording software in existence (I swear, nothing measures up with it), watching said show, watching "Wander over Yonder" (criminally underrated cartoon), writing and reading fanfiction.
However, this does not mean I don't have plans for some deviations; I have two ideas for Frans artwork finished (just have to get off my ass and do them), and several others in the works in my brain. Just bear with me.
Now, have a fantastic continuation of 2017.
/Amie
Been clearing out
Anyway, I hope you like it here. Like I said in my status update, I'm kind of trying to start over by making some new art that I actually put effort into, changing my username and last but not least, trying to keep my head cool. I want people who knew me years back to see I've matured since then (I think I have... you tell me)
So, what's up with me nowadays? Let's see... I'm a dogsitter right now, and I'm studying advanced English. On my freetime, I play my overly-modded Sims 2 and I watch various TV series. This is right now. I've also broken out of my shell and started to make some new friends. I'm less of a loner nowadays than I was back then (and I completely understand that, because I was an immature baby). I'm also unemployed; I'm not lazy, it's just hard for young people to get jobs where I live. They want overly experienced employees constantly, even simple cleaning jobs require that of you. Like, what. Where am I supposed to start then?
Yeah, yeah... drivel drivel jab jab. I know I sound kind of boring right now, but that's because I'm afraid of sounding stupid again. I really hope I don't come off that way.
Have a nice weekend!